A lot of things are coming to my mind, these days.

A lot of things are coming to my mind, these days.

When I happened to hear that it must be getting harder than before when you study or research something in a deep, it made me understand why my surrounding problems hurts me.

Now, I really feel that.

In fact, I am not sure it is only depending on my attitude towards things.
I know sometimes I am a kind of a person being pessimist, but, you know, the more I am greedy for my academic things, the more it is stressful.
They would guess my feeling when people are in the academic field in Master's degree or Ph.D.

It has been around my head for more than 6 years. The starting time was probably when I decide to study hard to be a top student in Kyung Hee University, my undergraduate school.

The most intolerable thing is that I could not even guess I would be satisfied with what I will have done after getting Ph,D or what I have really wanted to do.

Shit, I must respect my professor!
Crossed fingers.


Who know the future that I might be a philosopher who can write and say his thought in English fluently?