2014 0920 when I was heading on Seoul in the bus to meet my friend

Writing a diary when I was on the but yesterday======================================

Now, I feel like I am traveling the other city unlike that I am in Korea. As I remember, this feeling is a sort of when I went on trip in Toronto from Montreal two years ago because I am listening with classical music without thinking of anything stressful, which was same as the time in Montreal.

Actually, it tells me how awesome my foreign experience was with many people cheering me out. When I think of Canada, especially Montreal, I tend to not consider what surrounds me now. This is largely because I could do whatever I wanted do when I was there. For example, generally speaking, drinking a lot is always harmful factor to human beings. It can make people sick and lost a part of memory called a black out. However, I drank a lot with my Montrealer friends, It felt like my condition was getting better than when I was in Korea before going there. I might be guessing the reason. It is probably, compared to my past life in Korea, I can tolerate anything burdensome and pressure in Montreal due to the fact that all I did is what I wanted to as I pointed out.

For some reason it is not beneficial to miss the past without recognize the present.

According to my relative experience, I am sort of the person who miss or reminisce precious memory when I am emotional. Some peoples close to me told me it is really good personality or character to feel emotionally something, whereas others  it can bother what you have to do and determine something important.

Who knows the truth? There is a chance that Montreal life led me to achieve many things precious to me after I was back to Korea. This is true for me to thrive in much intolerable thing when I dream of the Old Port of Montreal where I used to go two years ago in order to forget something tough.